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Post by +Bandit+ on May 19, 2006 17:37:22 GMT -5
He looked to her and let his emotions drop. I do know love.. And i have know it for years.. But love hurts like fucking hell.. And I dont wnat to fall inlove anymore.. He said looking to her, turning and walking away from her towards his room.. Packing his stuff to get out of here once and for all..
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Post by Chelsea on May 19, 2006 17:41:33 GMT -5
"Fine then! Leave! See if I care!" she screamed. "And believe me I know that love hurts! Loving somebody without them even caring about you is one of the worst things you have to live with, but you learn to deal!" Lily stormed into her room and slammed the door. She threw herself on her bed and started sobbing. This day couldn't get any worse.
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Post by +Bandit+ on May 19, 2006 17:44:37 GMT -5
Jason finished packing after a bit before peeking into LIly's room. Actually.. Loving someone.. When you know you arent allowed to love them is what hurts the most.. Loving someone that is everything to you, but they hate you.. Is the worse.. Bye He said quietly, shutting the door and slinging hte bag over his shoulder and sighing heavily.. Walking towards the front door.. He did love LIly, so much.. Love her more than anything.. He wanted to be with her so bad.. But he wasnt allowed to love her.. He was sapposed to be inlove.. But he wasnt..
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Post by Chelsea on May 19, 2006 17:49:37 GMT -5
Lily wiped at her eyes furiously. The only person that could make her stop crying was the person that made her cry in the first place. Maybe what Rachel said was true. Maybe she was in love with him. He knew everything about her. He knew that her favourite song was I Can't Help Falling in Love. He knew that she was scared of chickens. He knew that even though she was always smiling and laughing, she was fragile and insecure inside. Part of her wanted to run out into the hallway and bring her Jason back. She wanted to say that she was wrong and out of place to say all of those things. She wanted to apologize for being such an idiot. But he had hurt her. He really did hurt her. She was scared and upset. She didn't know where they stood now. They had done so many things to hurt each other but Lily was still madly in love with him. She would die for him.
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Post by +Bandit+ on May 19, 2006 17:51:41 GMT -5
Jason blew a sharp but gental whistle for Whiskey to come and then he wnet otu the door.. Shutting it softly.. He sighed softly and gulped a lump in his throat. He walked down the corridore of hte apartmeny before going outside.. Loading his bag into the truck.. And Whiskey jumping in before Jason got in. And off he went..
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Post by Chelsea on May 19, 2006 17:55:22 GMT -5
Lily had cried so much today that her teeth were tingling. She took some deep breaths and tried to calm herself down but it was no use. She managed to stand up, even though she felt weak. She walked out of her room and stood in the doorway of Jason's room. Well, his old room. His bed was still a mess. Jason never made his bed. Lily couldn't bring herself to go into the room. She didn't want to have anything to do with him at the moment. She walked over and sat on the couch. She missed him. She missed him like she had never missed anyone in her life. Love wasn't supposed to hurt like this. She was supposed to live happily ever after. Now she couldn't have children. Her best friend was dead. Her best friend just walked out on her. She knew that this wasn't his apartment. He was just staying with her until he got back on his feet. Still, she felt horribly alone when he wasn't there. Sometimes when he was at his girlfriend's house, she would lie awake, waiting for him to come home, but knowing that he wouldn't be home until the morning. She missed him. She shouldn't have yelled. She wanted to take back all the things she said. She was just so upset. She didn't mean it. Tears sprung to Lily's eyes again. She struggled to blink them back. She wanted him there with her. This was the hardest time of her life. She needed him with her. She couldn't face it alone. She was scared. Tears streamed down her face.
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Post by +Bandit+ on May 20, 2006 18:48:07 GMT -5
Jason gulped and closed his eyes before driving away.. He was confused and broken.. Though his heart longed for LIly, his heart belonged to Liz. He sighed softly and looked straight forawrds, driving.. Not even to his girlfriends.. But just driving..
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Post by Chelsea on May 20, 2006 19:02:03 GMT -5
Lily picked up her cellphone. She opened it. The background was a picture of Jason hugging her. It was a stupid, candid picture that Rachel took of them. They were both laughing and then Jason grabbed her from behind. Rachel snapped the picture. Lily didn't like the way she looked in the picture but she loved it none the less. Her finger hovered over the speed-dial button to call jason's cell. She quickly shut the phone and put it on the coffee table.
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Post by +Bandit+ on May 20, 2006 19:07:11 GMT -5
Jason looked to his own cell phone. He sighed, wanting to call Lily.. And wanting to go back to her.. tell her he loved her and that he only wanted her.. But he just couldnt.. He couldnt leave Liz right now.. He couldnt, he just couldnt.. He sighed, wanting to call Lily and say something to her.. But he didnt know what to say... Sorry? He shook his head and turned up the radio slightly, just to get rid of the quietness.
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Post by Chelsea on May 20, 2006 19:55:12 GMT -5
Lily picked up the phone. She dialed her parent's number. It was long-distance as her family still lived in England. When lily's mother answered the phone, she completely broke down and told her mother everything that happened. Lily's mother tried to comfort Lily but it was hard when she was so far away.
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Post by +Bandit+ on May 20, 2006 20:04:48 GMT -5
Jason finally went to his girlfriends.. He was completely drained and didnt feel like talking.. He just went straight to his room.. Came out to eat.. then went back.. Laid in bed all day.. Did nothing really..
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Post by Chelsea on May 20, 2006 20:29:27 GMT -5
Lily woke up very early the next morning. She couldn't really sleep. She showered and got ready for the day but she looked upset and drained. She didn't have anything to eat. After a few hours had passed, she realized that she might aswell call Rachel's parents to extend her condolences. She picked up the phone and called them. She ended up crying but she didn't feel so embaressed. Rachel's father and mother were crying. Rachel's mother even asked Lily if she would speak at the funeral. Lily didn't know what to say so she just accepted. She would do whatever she could to make the family feel a little better. Once she was done talking, she hung up the phone and sighed. She had no idea what she was going to say.
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Post by +Bandit+ on May 20, 2006 21:01:31 GMT -5
Jason woke up in the morning and sighed. He looked around and sat up.. Ruffling his hair gently before getting out of bed. Liz was in the kitchen cooking.. Jason sighed softly and walked to the bathroom.. Showering and such, before walking in the kitchen.
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Post by Chelsea on May 20, 2006 21:17:58 GMT -5
Lily sighed. She grabbed her iPod Nano and walked out of the door. She needed to clear her head. She needed to go for a jog or something. She walked down to the park. She put the earphones in her ears and set her iPod on shuffle. She started to jog down the paved pathway past all the people, dogs, and trees. Konstantine by Something Corporate came on. Lily was jogging absentmindedly, not knowing where she was going, not really caring either.
I can't imagine all the people that you know And the places that you go When the lights are turned down low And I don't understand All the things you've seen But I'm slipping in between You and your big... dreams It's always you in my big dreams
And you tell me That it's over Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover And you're restless And I'm naked You've got to get out You can't stand to see me shaking No, could you let me go I didn't think so
And you don't want to be here in the future So you say The present's just a pleasant Interruption to the past And you don't want to look much closer 'Cause you're afraid to find out all this hope That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed And it did because of me
And then you bring me home Afraid to find out that you're alone, no And I'm sleeping in your living room But we don't have much room To live.
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Post by +Bandit+ on May 20, 2006 21:21:01 GMT -5
Jason sighed softly deciding to go take a walk to the park. He told Liz and he was off.. He sighed, walking to the park.. Seeing a bench and sitting down.
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