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Post by Chelsea on Apr 28, 2006 21:44:00 GMT -5
((lol yup!))
Ava's breathing became very heavy and uneasy. "I love you so much..." she said as tears started to roll down her cheeks. "Please...please forgive me..." she whispered.
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Post by Jacqueline on Apr 28, 2006 21:46:13 GMT -5
((Good. lol))
I love you too. I'd like to forgive you, but it would help a bit if I knew what you wanted me to forgive you for. Kyle said softly. He noticed that there were tears rolling down Ava's cheeks, he didn't like to see her crying at all.
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Post by Chelsea on Apr 28, 2006 21:51:05 GMT -5
Ava took a deep breath and then just let everything spill out. "When I went to Australia for those few months, I met this guy. We kinda started going out and I loved him. Everything started and ended so soon because of some stupid disagreement. It was before we started going out. And then you and I started dating. He moved here and well, we've been hanging out. I hadn't even kissed him in Australia. We were talking and we just ended up crying and telling each other everything and we kissed, at the show. I'm so, so sorry Kyle." she sobbed. "I'm so sorry..." she whispered.
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Post by Jacqueline on Apr 28, 2006 21:55:37 GMT -5
Kyle had no idea what to think or say. Damnit Danny, why'd you have to be right? he thought. He felt awful. He know knew for sure that the first girl he had ever truely loved had been cheating on him. He loved her so much and didn't know what to say or do.
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Post by Chelsea on Apr 28, 2006 21:58:44 GMT -5
Ava just looked at her feet. Tears fell from her face. She didn't want to hug Kyle. She was scared that he'd push her away. She also didn't expect him to put his arm around her. She wouldn't comfort him if he had confessed that he had cheated on her. Still, part of her longed for him to hold her and tell her that everything was alright and that they'd get through it. That would never happen though.
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Post by Jacqueline on Apr 28, 2006 22:03:58 GMT -5
Kyle wished that he would wake up and realise that this was just a bad dream, but he knew that that wouldn't happen. This was real. He wanted to put his arms around her and hold her close, tell her that everything would be alright, but he didn't know how he could. He didn't even know who Ava wanted to be with.
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Post by Chelsea on Apr 28, 2006 22:07:48 GMT -5
Ava gently wiped her eyes. She knew she had to tell him. "I love you, but, I love him too..." she whispered. She couldn't look Kyle in the eye and part of her thought that she'd never be able to again.
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Post by Jacqueline on Apr 28, 2006 22:10:50 GMT -5
Kyle sighed. I love you so much, but I just, I don't know what to do. I'd like to say that everything will be alright, but I don't know how it could all br alright.
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Post by Chelsea on Apr 28, 2006 22:12:48 GMT -5
Ava desperately wiped her eyes. "Kyle...you don't need to feel guilty about this. If you want to leave...you...you can..." she said through her tears. It was hard to say but it had to be said.
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Post by Jacqueline on Apr 28, 2006 22:17:59 GMT -5
Kyle didn't know what to say to that. He didn't want to leave Ava, but he also didn't particularilly want to stay. He didn't know what he wanted really, other than to wake up and find that it had all just been a bad dream. He loved Ava so much, but she had hurt him badly. Worse than he had ever been hurt before.
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Post by Chelsea on Apr 29, 2006 10:06:53 GMT -5
Ava wiped her eyes. She couldn't look at Kyle. She had hurt him so much and she felt terrible. All her and CJ had done was kiss, but she still felt awful about it. She had gone behind her boyfriend's back and done something that he wouldn't want her to do. She felt horrible.
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Post by Jacqueline on Apr 29, 2006 10:12:21 GMT -5
((lol. I was just reading through old posts of mine on Brookside and I ran spell check in a post from January. Were there ever a lot of mistakes! lmao))
Kyle knew that Ava felt awful and felt bad for her, but he felt awful himself. How could she have done this to him?
((Oh. Do you mind if I delete Heartland? Nobody's on any more, just me and people spamming the C-Box, it's really just taking up space in my favourites. I figured that I should ask you because it was you that made the site.. lol))
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Post by Chelsea on Apr 29, 2006 10:20:38 GMT -5
((lol! and ya u can delete heartland. i dont go on anyways.))
Ava sighed. She couldn't look at Kyle. She hated the awkward silence. She had no idea what to say to him. She didn't know what to tell him to make everything right again. She knew the relationship was over but, it was hard to accept. She was in love with him. They had known each other forever and they had been dating for a year. She felt sick.
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Post by Jacqueline on Apr 29, 2006 10:24:43 GMT -5
((Yeah, I know that but I just wanted to make sure just incase you might want to do something with it or something.. lol.))
Kyle wished that they could just pretend that nothing had happened, that everything was normal like it had been. But he knew that that wouldn't happen. As much as he wanted it to, it just wouldn't work. He didn't think that he would be able to trust Ava as much if they continued dating, and he wasn't all that sure that he wanted to continue dating Ava. He loved her still, but he didn't know what she wanted and he knew that it would be wierd and probably awkward at first.
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Post by Chelsea on Apr 29, 2006 14:23:21 GMT -5
((lol!))
Ava sighed and wiped her eyes. She looked over at Kyle and wrapped her arms around him. She hugged him tightly and sighed. Tears rolled down her cheeks. She blinked them back. Ava got up and kissed Kyle's forehead gently. "I'm sorry..." she whispered again. She got up to walk away.
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