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Post by +Bandit+ on Jun 7, 2006 17:39:01 GMT -5
He looked to her and shrugged slightly.. Standing.. He didnt knwo what to do at a Catholic Funeral. He was just following her lead. He sighed softly, standing..
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Post by Chelsea on Jun 7, 2006 17:44:39 GMT -5
Lily sat back down and sighed heavily. She didn't really pay attention to the priest or the other speakers. She was too upset. Her heart skipped a beat and then started to race as she heard her cue. "And now we have Lily Laurentian reading the eulogy." said the priest softly. Lily took a deep breath and walked up to the alter.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Jun 7, 2006 17:50:03 GMT -5
Jason smiled softly.. Rubbing her back softly and smiling gently.. He watched ehr walk up and sighed softly as he sat down. He didnt really listen to alot. He was thinking and was spaced out. But his attention totlly flipped when LIly went to speak.
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Post by Chelsea on Jun 7, 2006 17:57:36 GMT -5
Lily took a deep breath and sighed. "Rachel was a wonderful person. There's really no need to say that because we all know it. You can tell by the amount of people here to honour her that she was an amazing individual. She was always willing to help, whether she knew you or not. She was absolutely hilarious and always used to make us laugh when we were scared or upset. She was also a real competitor. She had so many ribbons and medals from her countless swimming and soccer tournaments. Rachel was an extremely caring and giving person. I know that if she was here today...she...she would want us to go on with our lives. She wouldn't want us to cry. She'd want us all to be together, like we are today, to help each other deal with everything. We will never forget her...and...and we will always love her. Thank you..." she said. Lily's hands were shaking and she was biting her bottom lip incredibly hard. The priest returned to the altar and began to speak. She walked down from the altar and walked over to Rachel's parents. She hugged and kissed her parents and brother. Lily then hurried down the aisle, walked past her seat, and walked straight outside into the rain. She immediately broke down crying.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Jun 7, 2006 18:00:33 GMT -5
Jason almost cursed but sighed deeply.. Listening to the pastor before slowly slipping out of the church. Running outside and sighing softly. Seeing Lily and wrapping his arms around her softly. That was amazing. He said softly..
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Post by Chelsea on Jun 7, 2006 18:03:50 GMT -5
Lily was soaking wet and she was already freezing. She just buried her head against Jason's chest and sobbed uncontrollably. She tried very hard to calm herself down. She didn't want anybody else to see or hear her crying.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Jun 7, 2006 18:08:22 GMT -5
Jason sighed softly.. Holding her closely and closing her eyes gently.. Resting his head aginst hers.. he hated it when she cried.. He sighed softly.. Letting the rain pour over hte both of them.
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Post by Chelsea on Jun 7, 2006 18:12:20 GMT -5
"How can you do it?" she asked him through heavy sobs. "How can you stay so calm and...and patient and everything while Rachel's dead!?" Lily was upset. She didn't mean to sound angry but she was distraught and she couldn't help it.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Jun 7, 2006 18:14:56 GMT -5
He sighed softly and held her close still. I dont know Lily.. Im just distracted right now.. He said softly.. He sighed gently..
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Post by Chelsea on Jun 7, 2006 18:18:23 GMT -5
Lily was sobbing. "I don't want this anymore! I want this to be over and done with! It's like a bad dream you can never wake up from and...she was my best friend and she didn't deserve this! She should be here!" she cried, pulling away from Jason. She was shaking and pacing. Lily didn't know what to do with herself.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Jun 7, 2006 18:20:39 GMT -5
He sighed softly and looked to her.. Lily! Just stop for a minute.. No she didnt diserve this.. But look at you.. I knwo she was your best friend.. But like you said.. She wouldnt want you crying and greiving over her.. She wants you happy.. He said looking to her.
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Post by Chelsea on Jun 7, 2006 18:25:11 GMT -5
"How the hell am I supposed to be happy? She's dead Jason! She's dead! You seem to be in denial of this! She's frigging dead! Of course I'm going to cry!" she yelled, still sobbing. Lily covered her face with her hands. She was shivering and her hands were shaking from crying.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Jun 7, 2006 18:30:19 GMT -5
He looked to her and bit his lip softly. I get she's dead Lily! I get it! But stop crying. I hate seeing you cry! Think of happy times! I know she's dead but god damn Lily.. He yelled back.. Throwing his hands up and walking towards his car..
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Post by Chelsea on Jun 7, 2006 18:35:51 GMT -5
"You think I like feeling like this? Go ahead, leave! I thought that you were so great and that you'd always be there for me but I guess I was wrong! I guess your "patience" only lasts so long! Keep holding in your emotions because it's so healthy! One day you're going to break down and you know what? I'll be there for you because I don't care what happens, I'll always be there!" she yelled, still crying. She was so upset and embaressed. She had always been embaressed of crying in front of Jay and he always made her feel better. Now it felt like if the whole time he had just been putting up with it, like if it was a chore for him.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Jun 7, 2006 18:38:36 GMT -5
Jason just shook his head slightly as walked to his car.. Getting in and turning it on.. Driving away.. Then speeding down the road.. He bit his lip and closed his eyes.. They still had that dance thing tonight. He sighed softly and drove towards his other home, Liz's.
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