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Post by Chelsea on Sept 23, 2006 21:55:00 GMT -5
Josh was angry. "Shannon...do you know what you've gotten yourself into? How can you be so stupid!? I never thought that you of all people would get knocked up!" he said, trying to stay calm but it was very obvious that he was mad.
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Post by Jacqueline on Sept 23, 2006 22:00:22 GMT -5
Shannon hated it when Josh was mad at her. I know, I messed up. Badly. She said, But my lifes already fucked up, so why not just add more to it? She suddenly felt like she was gonna cry, but she wouldn't. Not in front of Josh anyways.
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Post by Chelsea on Sept 23, 2006 22:08:55 GMT -5
"You know, out of all the people I've met in my entire life, you have the worst outlook on life! "My life is already fucked up, so why not just add more to it?" What the hell is that!? People shouldn't think like that! What is wrong with you!?" he said. Now he was yelling.
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Post by Jacqueline on Sept 23, 2006 22:17:35 GMT -5
Well how is it not?! I'm not finishing high school, my parents both hate me, I'm pregnant, and now you're mad at me. Shannon yelled at Josh. And I probably have the worst childhood of anyone you know, when mom and dad divorced she got married to a pedophile, and I was forced to move in with them. You can't even imagine how horrible it was knowing what he did to those kids, what he did to me. Then for some unknown reason, dad steps in and gets me out of there. Turns out he has a friend though, and together they rape me whenever they feel like it. Eventually his friend moved away though, and then the beatings started. Tell me now, how my life isn't fucked up. She yelled, on the verge of tears now. Josh hadn't known about her past, but now he did.
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Post by Chelsea on Sept 23, 2006 22:43:23 GMT -5
"So you had a fucking rough childhood! Why do you have to fuck up the rest of your life!? You know what? No. No. I'm not going to do this now! I am always the one who holds you when youc ry and then you screw me over again and again!" he yelled.
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Post by Jacqueline on Sept 24, 2006 7:30:28 GMT -5
Everything I do makes somebody mad, or screws something up. It's not on purpose, it just happens that way. Shannon yelled, The only thing I can think of that didn't mess things up was moving in with Aunt Becka.
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Post by Chelsea on Sept 24, 2006 11:54:50 GMT -5
Josh took a deep breath. He sighed. His voice lowered slightly. "Tell me something Shannon... If I knocked up a girl, that you've never met and didn't even know I was dating, would you be pissed off at me?" he demanded.
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Post by Jacqueline on Sept 24, 2006 11:57:27 GMT -5
I dunno. I guess I'd be mad that you didn't tell me you were seeing somebody, and then I'd tell you how stupid you are and then be there for you if you needed me. Shannon said.
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Post by Chelsea on Sept 24, 2006 12:01:23 GMT -5
"Then why are you yelling at me? You would do the exact same thing in my situation Shannon!" he told her, angrily. He was extremely upset over thise whole thing.
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Post by Jacqueline on Sept 24, 2006 12:04:11 GMT -5
I wasn't yelling until you started yelling at me. Shannon pointed out. She hated it when people yelled at her.
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Post by Chelsea on Sept 24, 2006 12:12:01 GMT -5
"I know that! Why are you yelling at me!? Sure, I yelled at you but I have a pretty damn good reason to be upset! You would be like this if you were me! Hell! You'd be worse!" he yelled.
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Post by Jacqueline on Sept 24, 2006 12:21:41 GMT -5
Well, I hate it when people yell at me and then I yell at them, you know that. If you want me to stop yelling at you, you have to stop yelling at me! I doubt that if you were in my situation and I was yelling at you you would just sit there quietly and not get mad at me. It wouldn't really be any of my business, it would be your mistake and you would be the one that had to deal with it. Shannon yelled.
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Post by Chelsea on Sept 24, 2006 12:25:10 GMT -5
"If I got a girl pregnant, I'd be apologizing to you Shannon! I wouldn't yell! I'd be humiliated! I would feel so guilty because I would have known how much I hurt you! You just don't seem to understand how hurt I am!" he yelled at her. His voice was shaking slightly.
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Post by Jacqueline on Sept 24, 2006 12:33:05 GMT -5
You're right, I don't. And another thing I don't understand is why you are. Shannon said.
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Post by Chelsea on Sept 24, 2006 12:43:13 GMT -5
Josh just shook his head. "You know what...forget it. Just forget the whole damn thing!" he yelled, angrily. He was dangerously close to tears but he wasn't going to cry in front of her. He couldn't even look her in the eyes.
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