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Post by +Bandit+ on Mar 19, 2006 16:39:59 GMT -5
CJ sighed softly, it was just turning evening, everything starting to get dark and the moon starting to show. He sighed softly, walking into the barn, a saddle at hand and a horse in the other. He had taken Shady to a show today, and came back pretty good. Shady had won second. CJ sighed softly, though he was happy about the results of the day, he was sort of grumpy and tired, so it showed in his mood. He sighed softly, leaning Shady into his stall, unbucking his halter and closing the gate. Picking the saddle back up and carrying it into the tack room.
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Post by Chelsea on Mar 20, 2006 21:12:56 GMT -5
Ava dumped her hunter saddle on to the saddle horse. She sighed and ran her fingers through her hair. She had a busy day working on hunter and jumper with Danny. He wasn't cooperating either. Ava turned around and noticed CJ. She smiled. "Hey Cowboy. What's up?" she asked with a grin.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Mar 20, 2006 21:23:46 GMT -5
He set the saddle onto the saddle horse and looked to her. He shrugged slightly, ruffling his brown hair and sighing slightly. Just unpacking from the show. He said with a simple shrug. He heard her call him cowboy and sighed softly. He looked to her and bit his lip slightly.
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Post by Chelsea on Mar 20, 2006 21:29:04 GMT -5
"That's cool. How did you do?" she asked. She looked at him. Ava could tell that something was up. CJ was almost always happy and light-hearted and today he seemed...different.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Mar 20, 2006 21:35:34 GMT -5
He smiled softly. 2nd. He said with a soft shrug and a smile. Usually he would be happy, but all the things that had been bothering him torought out the weeks, just now came togehter and it was amking him slightly grumpy and deffonatly not wanting to see Ava.
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Post by Chelsea on Mar 20, 2006 21:38:26 GMT -5
"That's good..." Ava said, as she started to feel uncomfortable. She glanced up at him. "What's wrong?" she asked, gathering up enough courage to look him straight in the eye.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Mar 20, 2006 21:41:02 GMT -5
He sighed softly, biting his lip as his eyes cought her eyes. He didnt want to look in her eyes. Damn it, Ava.. Dont do this. He said, not wanting to say what was bothering him. He took his eyes form her and sighed softly, walking away from her, hanging up a bridle.
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Post by Chelsea on Mar 20, 2006 21:45:29 GMT -5
Ava was shocked. "What did I do? I saw one of my friends upset and I did what any normal, caring human being would do. I asked you what was wrong. If you don't want to tell me that's fine but don't pretend like I'm some jerk who's pressuring you into something you don't want to do." she told him. Ava was a very sweet girl but when she was in an argument, she got reallt defensive and stubborn. She wasn't willing to back down.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Mar 20, 2006 21:50:08 GMT -5
CJ looked to her. What did you do? Ava what did you do? Ava you left me when I needed you the most. I quit my job, my life, I quit it for YOU. and Only you. But when I came back you were gone! I cant keep going on acting like it doesnt hurt me! He replied. He was a pretty sensative guy. She was the only girl that has seen him cry.
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Post by Chelsea on Mar 21, 2006 15:21:14 GMT -5
Ava was in disbelief. Why was CJ bringing this up now? "CJ! You never called me after that night! I never heard from me again! I waited around for a month CJ, a month! I never heard for you! I'm not going to spend my whole life waiting for somebody that doesn't care! I didn't want you to stop bull-riding for me you know! I wanted you to stop so that you wouldn't get hurt! You nearly died! I'm not going to sit there and allow somebody I love to practically kill himself with the intent, on going back and doing it again!" she yelled, angrilly. She was getting upset. Her eyes were filling up with tears but she blinked them away.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Mar 21, 2006 16:48:11 GMT -5
He looked to her. And dont say I dont care. I cared for you alot, I have never cared for someone that way. I was in love with you and was willing to do anything for you. I was in the hospital Ava! Where else would you expect me to be? I wasnt like I had a phone. And when I got out I took a day to quit, then I came by your place. And you were gone. And I seem to remember you making me choose between you and bull riding while I was laying on that hospital bed. I told you I couldnt do it. And look at me now. I did and this is where I am left? I dont want to yell at you for it.. I just want answers. I love you.. Loved you.. So why did you leave? He asked.. Getting really quiet at the end. He could believe he had just practically yelled at her.. And the love part, you could tell he only quiclly corrected himself just for her. He still loved her, but he couldnt hold on forever. He just wanted to know..
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Post by Chelsea on Mar 21, 2006 18:22:53 GMT -5
Tears started rolling down Ava's cheeks as CJ told her that he loved her. "Don't do this..." she begged at a whisper. She started to wipe her eyes furiously. "You were the first person I was genuinely in love with. Now that you're here I've been so confused. I am in love with Kyle but I have feelings for you too..." she said, quietly. "I don't know what to do and if at least one of you didn't love me back it would make the choice easier..." She took a deep breath. "Breaking up with you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I felt so guilty. I still feel guilty. I was in love with you and I left you ebcause I couldn't handle it. I just don't know what to do..." she said, quietly.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Mar 21, 2006 19:06:46 GMT -5
He looked to her, immediatly feeling guilty for her tears. He hated when she cried. Last time he saw her cry, he was crying to. He closed his eyes slightly, leaning aginst the wall. He ruffled his hair softly and sighed gently. He looked to her. Couldnt handle the bull riding right? He asked softly. Just clearing this up for himself. He sighed softly looking to her, he felt really bad for yelling at her, and now she was crying. He sighed softly. I need to go. He whispered hushly. He coudnt take this anymore. He was starting to well up with tears, and that was one thing he didnt want her to see him do again. He bit his lip slightly, walking up to her and wipping her eyes softly with his thumb. He sighed softly, his eyes starting to water, so he turned his head and walked out of the tack room, down the barn isle.
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Post by Chelsea on Mar 21, 2006 19:24:38 GMT -5
Ava closed her eyes and nodded when he asked her about the bull riding. She leaned against the wall and buried her head in her hands as CJ walked out. She stood there for a few moments, trying to calm herself down. She then walked out after him. She grabbed his arm gently. "I'm so sorry. Please don't go..." she pleaded in a very quiet whisper as tears continued to roll down her cheeks.
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Post by +Bandit+ on Mar 21, 2006 19:27:27 GMT -5
He took a deep breath as his arm was grabbed. He was trying to make his tears stay in his eyes, and was succeding with his deep breath, and blinking. He stopped and turned around looking to her. No, Im sorry.. He said quietly. He was sorry for everything. For everythign from here and back and Austrlia he had done. He bit his lip slightly and looked to her. He didnt want her to cry. He took his hand, gently brushing it over her cheek, wiping away her tears.
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